pigs and frogs


1. My kids love pigs lately. When we went to the Hot Air Balloon Festival last weekend, we stopped in at the show tents where farmers brought some livestock to show off and my kids LOVED the pigs. I take them to the zoo and they show no signs of interest at the lions, giraffes or gorillas…but the pigs at the fair?! Now THAT is fun!

2. I decided to make fancy cookies for the boys to bring on their last days of camp. Isaac’s last day was yesterday and Andrew’s is today. During Isaac’s end of camp celebration, the pig cookies were clear favorites. Kids would ask unsuspecting parents for a pig cookie after seeing their friend with one and the parents would ask “ummm…ARE there pig cookies?” oh you bet there are! Andrew can’t wait to show off the pig cookies to his new friends. (poor frog cookies. so unappreciated!)

3. This week I finished the book To Kill A Mockingbird. I’m embarrassed to admit I’ve never read it. I can’t BELIEVE I’ve never read it. I LOVED it. Now I’m reading The Mockingbird Next Door which is about Harper Lee’s life after Mockingbird was published. Also, so good! I’ve been reading up a storm lately! I love it. :)

4. August is here. Dave is home. Dave got in during the wee hours of the morning, and when I woke up the boys this morning to tell them Daddy is home, Isaac responded with equally exciting information “It’s August!” August is no camps and no school and some lazy-days-ing.

5. Dave is home! After a fiasco at the airport after they gave away his seat. And after sitting on a parked plane for two hours while mechanics replaced a broken part…he finally made it out of London and got home. And…he brought presents! sweet!

6. This summer Andrew and I are watching So You Think You Can Dance together. He’s all signed up for another year of ballet which will start in the fall and I’m on the sidelines waiting for him to loose interest. But he doesn’t. Whenever ballet class comes up he has nothing but good things to say. I’ve loved watching SYTYCD with him. He gets so excited about the acrobatics these dancers can do.




7. Thanks for your kind comments about my anxious summer. I’ve settled down somewhat. But come September I’m sure it’ll flare back up. :) Oh Motherhood.

8. I’m hoping for a rockin’ weekend with Dave back in town. There better lots of fun! :)

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anxious summer


I’m always a bit of a nervous nelly. A little high strung. A little control-freak-y. But this summer, I seem to be *mostly* a nervous nelly. I am having an anxious, anxious summer.

It’s not too clear to me why this period has me up at night or dealing with butterflies in my tummy or dreaming scary dreams. It seems to be about my boys though.

This summer is all about new experiences for them. Andrew’s been in camps that are not associated with school and Isaac started horseback riding. And for a mama that keeps her boys closecloseclose, it’s been a little nerve wracking. When I take them places, I usually hold hands with *both* of them. Even 9 year old, Andrew. One of the pillars of my parenting is all about: keep-them-close, keep-them-safe, keep-them-from-wreking-havoc. And so, to pass them off to near strangers to do somewhat dangers activities (like ride on the backs of strong, powerful animals and get in giant pools of water for swim lessons), it’s been sort of a big deal for me.

What if? What if Andrew, under the false illusion that he CAN swim, tries to jump into the deep end and no one notices? What if Isaac’s riding teacher underestimates Isaac’s impulsivity and wiggliness and he falls off the horse? What if he gets STEPPED on by the horse?! It’s hard for me to trust and let go a little. But dang it, I’m doing it anyway.

Instead of thinking myself as a nervous nelly…maybe I should reframe it. I am BRAVE.

We are in new territory, folks. *older* kid territory. Which means a little more letting go. A little more trusting them and trusting others and watching these boys GROW and impress me. But, sadly, for a worry wart like me, it also means some sleepless nights. Sigh.



Luckily, my nervous energy has expressed itself through compulsive cleaning. The other day I disassembled the heating units in our living room to vacuum out the dust. I scrubbed the kitchen sink drain with a toothbrush and baking soda and rinsed it with boiling vinegar. Our junk drawers are organized, the tops of the ceiling fan blades are dusted and there are no more crumbs in between the couch cushions. So, maybe I should think of this as a win-win. Letting the boys do new things not only is good for THEM, it makes for a mighty clean home.

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weekend success!


Dave is in London this week. He flew out on Saturday and will be back late, late Thursday night. (If you don’t mind…let me brag about him a little. He’s in London to do a series of trainings for the staff at the Tate museum. They contacted him about getting them up to speed on how to manage their audio-visual collections and arranged his trip out there. When he asked how they found him, they told him that they were in contact with the New York and San Francisco MOMA museums and the staff at both museums recommended Dave. I could burst with pride that when three international art galleries where on a phone conference with each other, my husband’s name was passed around as the-guy-for-the-job. Dave, you are the COOLEST!)

ANYWAY…when Andrew realized that his dad was going to be in London…AND that his bridge building set had instructions for creating the Tower Bridge, he decided he HAD to make it in honor of Dave’s trip. And so he did. :)

Pictured above: Andrew with the model of the Tower Bridge. Pictured below: Dave with the real Tower Bridge.


And now if Dave could arrange a trip to Sydney to go with Andrew’s next bridge, the Sydney Harbor Bridge…well, that would just be lovely. (Any modern art museums that need consultants in Sydney, Amy?!)

So, Dave travels quite a bit for work and although he usually arranges to be home during the weekends…he couldn’t swing that this time. And when faced with a weekend alone with the boys, I admit, I was a little nervous. Most of our friends seem to be out of town right now and I usually feel overwhelmed bringing both of my impulsive, high energy, wander off, little lambs to cool events by myself. But I decided to brave it with a Hot Air Balloon festival in New Jersey!




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A festival that included farm animals and rides and hot air balloons! It was perfect and we did great!!







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I chalked it up as a personal victory! Hooray! I lost NO ONE! I managed to use the bathroom without crowding us all into a stall with me. I stood in line for tickets and ice cream AND funnel cake without having to repeatedly leave the line to go get Isaac, or manage his I-Hate-Lines-Meltdown in a tiny crowded line of people. Maybe these boys are growing up! Maybe I have more tricks up my sleeve than I realized. Whatever it is…we all deserve more credit than I thought we did. :)


Then on Sunday we stayed close to home. We went to the handball courts and played ball.



And we went to the bouncy house place for air conditioned bouncing.


I successfully tired them out and had a great time doing it. :)

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1. Andrew’s part way through week 2 of his 3 weeks at the YMCA summer camp. Every day he has stories about his new friend, who uses a wheelchair. It turns out that this friend has Brittle Bone Disease and when I found that out I nearly had a heart attack. Andrew is WAY too rambunctious for someone with such a fragile condition! But…it seems to be going okay and Andrew knows that he MUST use extreme care with his new friend.

2. Isaac has been out of the “Boring Chair” for over a week now! Which means he’s actually listening to teachers. He lines up now when they blow the whistle at recess instead of what he used to do…run away. Oh Isaac.

3. Andrew’s been working on a couple of different projects when he’s not in camp that have me seeing him as a Big Kid lately. He’s finished another of his K’Nex bridges. It took him over a week, but it’s done. It took some tinkering and problem solving to figure out a few things…but he loves that. He also built an FM radio this weekend with his Snap Circuits and he’s up to his ears in learning how to program. He’s learning Python from the book Hello World and he loves, loves, loves it. It’s a great book, if you know some young little computer geeks that would dig that kind of thing. I highly recommend it!

4. Last night at dinner I asked Isaac what he did at camp. I didn’t expect an answer because he almost never can answer that question…or, he almost never WILL answer that question…take your pick. But I thought I’d give it a go anyway and he said, “I wrote an upside down letter to Mr. Billy.” then I asked “Who is Mr. Billy?” and he said, “Mr. Billy is the pizza teacher.” And I was stunned. :) Last week his class took a trip to a local pizzeria where they rolled out dough and ate steamy slices and now I know that his class wrote thank you notes to the pizza guy, Mr. Billy. Why his letter was upside down is beyond me….though it does speak to Isaac’s sense of silly. :) I just can’t believe he was able to share something so specific and I was SO happy to hear it!

5. Isaac is still a big time geography nut. He knows his states and capitals, where the states all go and what many of the state flags look like. He likes telling me that there is a sweet home in Alabama and promises to take me to Alaska when he’s a “grown mup” (which, I would LOVE!). He can list and map the countries of North and Central America and is starting to memorize the countries in Africa. He came home from school one day asking what country is IN South Africa. I told him that there weren’t any countries IN South Africa…that he must be thinking of how Vatican City is IN Italy. No, he insisted, there is a country IN South Africa. And sure enough…he was right…Lesotho is a small country completely surrounded by South Africa! (I didn’t know that before…as you can see…) I must say though, with all this talk about geography, my own geography skills are really taking off. :)

6. I’ve finally found my summer groove now that we are a few weeks into it. I’ve divided up my work into tasks I can do after Isaac gets home and tasks I need to do while he’s at camp. His camp is only a few hours each day…and it goes by fast! But my system is working out well and I’m able to hit all my marks: work, keep things up around the home, work with Isaac on the various things we’re up to this summer (workbooks, handwriting, talking about and reading books, playing turn taking games and learning how the world doesn’t end if you do NOT go first or if, heaven forbid, you lose the game, and hitting the pool every now and then). But… I am looking forward to August…with no camps and the boys with me and the crazy adventures in store.


7. Summer 2014, you ain’t so bad. And THAT is a huge relief.

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Walk Now

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Yesterday we walked a 5K (ok….it was actually 2.2 miles…but it sounds cooler to say 5K) to raise money for Autism Speaks. Our family raised about $1500! whoop whoop! We went to this event last year. This year our group decided to meet up at the Brooklyn branch of this fundraiser, which made for a slightly smaller and less overwhelming scene for my little guys. It was a nice walk in a wooded park with staff and families from the boys’ school. It was a gorgeous day for it and our boys were troopers walking all that way. :)


Here’s our group!

Other than that, we had a pretty quiet weekend. Hope yours was a good one!

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Yesterday Andrew started up another summer camp. He was in a computer camp that latest a week and now he’s going to the YMCA for crafts and field trips and swim lessons. Other kids in his class signed up to go and it seemed more fun for him to hang out there for a few weeks than hang out here. So, off he went!

I thought after a week at the fancy computer camp, the YMCA would seem like a dud. I mean…they don’t even meet at a real Y. They meet in a school. It’s extremely low tech and no one is passing out flashdrives and teaching kids how to use the latest software.

But…turns out…this YMCA camp has brought some unexpected benefits already.

See, Andrew is in the Special Needs section of the YMCA. I wasn’t sure if he *needed* to be in the Special Needs camp, or if he could hack it with the regular kids…but I felt a lot more comfortable with the camper to counselor ratio with the Special Needs camp…and we knew some other people from his school program who were going to be there. So…I signed him up!

He must have overheard me telling other people about it because one day he told me that he hopes he meet other autistic kids at the Y. I was shocked that he mentioned that…though…of course it does make sense. :) Then he rattled off a list of possible kids he might meet in the Special Needs camp…blind kids and deaf kids and lots and lots of kids in wheelchairs! He was psyched at the range of possibilities. I went about tempering his enthusiasm with “you probably won’t be able to tell what makes each of those campers “special”. They’ll mostly seem like regular kids, like you and Isaac.”

Then I started to worry that Andrew would take it upon himself to poll the other campers on their disabilities. He’s not really one to play it cool. Sigh.

So, yesterday when the bus dropped him off (Special Needs camp includes bussing! sweet!), I asked the counselor how it went. She said that he did ask her if all the kids were autistic…and she said “all of the kids in this camp are very special!” He told her “I’m autistic!” and she said “That’s great!”

Later he told me all about his new friend that uses a wheelchair! Andrew was VERY excited about helping with the lifts and ramps and elevators and all the mechanics involved…but I’m hoping the mobility mechanics can be a bridge to a real friendship with this new little boy… and that Andrew’s not just in it for the gadgetry. Though, the new friend does love minecraft…so there’s that too. :)

Andrew’s experience so far has made me think about how lucky Andrew is to have this pass into the Special Needs community because of his membership in it. He gets to meet and interact with all kinds of people. The range of kids he knows is MUCH more diverse than the kids I knew growing up. Also, I’m not usually that big on integration…I feel too protective of Special Needs kids to fight for them to be integrated into regular settings…but hearing Andrew talk about the different kids at the Special Needs Y made me grateful that all these kids are getting exposed to each other. It sort of made me wish we all could get exposed to all kinds of people. Maybe integration IS worth rethinking.

This morning Andrew told me that he was glad that he was going to the Special Needs camp and when I asked why he just said “I just like it.” :)


While Andrew was at camp, Isaac and I made a peach pie! Well…mostly I made it. And it is delicious! :)

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We had a real weekend-y weekend around here. We went hiking, did some science experiments, watched some Chaplin, and played plenty of minecraft. :) The boys are off to another week at camp: Andrew at the YMCA and Isaac at his school camp. And I have my sights set on Peach Pie and an organized storage closet. Here we go!

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whirlwind week



This week:

1. I finished a scrapbook page that I started last week about our trip to San Francisco (and Lake Tahoe and Nevada) that we took last summer. It wasn’t a project that took a whole lot of time, but it did take forever to get around to it.

2. I made muffins and bread which I didn’t photograph and I never got around to making the pie I was hoping to make.

3. I’ve been killing it lately with homemade pizzas. I’ve been a once-a-week pizza maker for years and this past winter my pizzas took a terrible dive into “too wet and messy”. I’ve stopped planning ahead of time what pizza I’ll make and I’ve let the CSA decide for me. This week our CSA gave us zucchini…so zucchini pizza it was! Last week we got a ton of onions…so Caramelized Onion Pizza was a new favorite. Not over-thinking it is working out marvelously!

4. I’ve become a Mommy-Chaufer. We’ve been totally spoiled by the NYC DOE and it’s Special Needs programs for our boys that *include transportation*! So, this summer with Andrew being in other kinds of camps, I’ve joined the leagues of Mommy-Chaufers. Shuffling kids around is new for me and I can’t believe how much of my day it’s been eating up!

5. Speaking of Andrew…

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This week he went to very fancy (read: very expensive) computer camp. On Monday, when I dropped him off, I was so nervous that I had mild tummy troubles. It was the first time I left him in the care of people that weren’t specifically “Special Needs” people. And I had NO IDEA how it would go. I ended up calling the camp around 11 that morning to check in…and everything was fine. :) phew! He’s been using software to design a toy that he printed out on a 3D printer. And he’s been doing work with computer programs that connect to a set of circuits. So, suffice it to say: he’s been having the time of his life. AND! He made a friend! (swoon swoon!)

6. But…getting a glimpse of the fancy programs out there for kids has given me a taste of the Rat Race that is raising kids in NYC. Should we break the bank and send Andrew to more camps like that?! Are we doing him a disservice by not making every week of his summer equally amazing?! Are the other kids in the camp way ahead of him in their tech skills and should we be working to get him caught up?!

oh man. It’s brutal, that Rat Race. I’ve gotten my head about me now (I think). I feel grateful that he did this week of computer camp and I feel fine about the rest of summer being just “great!” instead of “unbelievably amazing and enriching in every way!” Not sure this peace will last though…here’s hoping.

7. And…this week also involved some chauffeuring for the little guy:


Isaac is going to summer camp that is part of his school program in the mornings…but one afternoon a week, he’s doing taking riding lessons. :) There is a place in Staten Island that offers therapeutic horseback riding to Special Needs kids. I don’t really know much about therapeutic horseback riding. Just that it’s something people do sometimes…. But I wanted Isaac to have something just for him. Andrew’s had so much just for him (well, ballet and computer camp) and Isaac loves animals, so I thought this might be really fun for him. And it was!

He was nervous about it the day before (after weeks and weeks of saying he wanted to do it!) but as soon as we got there he was walking around looking at the horses asking which one he could ride. They pulled out a small pony named Flight and fitted Isaac for a helmet. Then they got these stairs for him to use to mount. And he climbed up the stairs and tried scrambling on the pony all by himself! ha! He rode the pony with three adults assisting him and the therapist would stop them in the shade and work on activities with him. It was really cool! I’m still not entirely sure what to make of it…but it seems pretty cool and I’m interested to learn more. :)

Though…when we got back in the car, Isaac told me he was NOT going to do THAT again. ??? I don’t get it…but we’re definitely headed back next Wednesday to give it another go. I’m guessing he’s still a little nervous about the whole thing.

8. Sorry for the longest post in the history of blogging. It’s been such a full week! Hope you all are well!

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USA cookies


Since Isaac is pretty serious about states, capitals, flags, maps, etc right now, I thought we should do a little more for July 4th than we normally do. So, I got a USA shaped cookie cutter and we made cookies…together! :)


We rolled them out and baked on one day and then decorated them the next day. The boys decorated the stars and I did the USA cookies, which I frosted white and used food safe markers to jazz up. :)



Happy Independence Day!

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stories from the weekend


First up: the Golden Gate Bridge. Andrew’s been steadily working on assembling this bridge for several days…and this weekend, he finished it!



This bridge building set makes 7 different bridges, so we decided when one was done, it would sit and be appreciated and photographed for a week or so before disassembly and construction on the next bridge begins. He did great with this…and I think this set has really emphasized to me that we are more of a K’Nex family than a lego family. Though…Andrew did get out the legos this morning to make “something that does everything…fly, swim, go on roads….” So the verdict might still be out on that one. :)


This story begins a few weeks ago. Isaac told me one day that he knew about a pizza place on “42nd Street and 5th Avenue!” I’ve never heard him talk about an intersection like that before…except I guess for the intersections where our home is. He has a pretty good sense of the grid system used around here and we were are on it…and where this particular pizza place is. So, anyway, he kept bringing it up. He wanted to go to “Little Caesar’s”. But…we live in BROOKLYN. We live in pizza central. Of ALL the pizza places around here I NEVER have a hankering for Little Caesar’s! Or Dominoes. Or Papa Johns. (have you seen John Stewart rant about New York pizza? That passion around here is FOR REAL.)

But, as Dave is a good Dad when it comes to these things, he suggested that for lunch on Saturday we go to Little Caesar’s. And oh my goodness, was Isaac excited. He told us where to find it, how to get there and led the way. When we got there and walked in he said a slow and respectful “woooooow!” And he was pleased as punch when we brought it to the park for a Little Caesar’s picnic. :)



When it was all said and done, I thought “alright. cross it off. Little Caesar’s, done!” until Isaac said “ok! We’ve been to Little Caesar’s ONE time!” giving me the impression that he was going to start keeping count. He expects to go back! uh oh.


On Sunday we took the tram to Roosevelt Island! Roosevelt Island is a small island in between Manhattan and Queens. There are some apartment buildings and a few schools…but not much else. It’s a small island. :)


But our trip was more about riding the tram. :) Which the boys called the “subway plane” since it’s entrance looked exactly like the entrance to the subway with turnstiles and places to swipe our metrocards.





It’s a pretty cool ride!


And then we were on Roosevelt Island!


Which is as good a place as any to get REALLY silly.





Probably the most notable structure out here is the smallpox hospital ruins. It was built in the mid-1800’s and was the first hospital to accept smallpox patients. It didn’t operate for too long before turning into a nurses’ training facility and then closing it’s doors in the 1950’s. But, it’s pretty, right?


Just past that is a memorial for Franklin Roosevelt. Andrew and I talked a little about how Roosevelt was in a wheelchair AND that he was president. People with disabilities can do all kinds of things!



And that’s a wrap!


Happy Mondays to you all!

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